Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.
What is your True Fear?
You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
(Losing someone, Looked down on, Commitment, Where your life is going, Death)
What stereotype do you belong to?
It appears love and peace and prosperity is your strongest emotion. You want everyone to be just as happy as you don't want anyone hurt and will do anything to make everyone smile(Guilt/Regret, Hate/Anger, Jealousy, Sadness, Fear, Lust/ Attention Whore)
Your best quality is your personality! People
like you because you are an all around good person. You have good manners and values. You also like to express your personal style and interests. (Out-going, Intelligence, Sense of humor, Ambitious, Loving)
How highly do you think of yourself?
You look in the mirror and know that looks don't matter and know you are fine just the way you are. However, you are not happy with who you are and no matter what you do, it just never seems right. But don't give up on yourself, there's a great person just waiting to come out!
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Looking through the pictures make me nostalgic. Really bad. Not that i dont love the things around me now. But it may be better with the same old people. You know who it used to be. Really hope that you all are doing well. Really well for some. We may have gone on our seperate ways but again I will not forget the days we had. Merry xmas to all(:
Definitely you too
Oh, and everyone please listen up. For those who have not heard about the party at butterfactory on the 23rd Dec. IT TMR!!!
18&above smashers wanted. SAVE THE SANTA. Event by Fml, Dont Panic & Onitsuka Tiger. Dress up as a superhero / villian to win presents from Onitsuka Tigers. Plus factor, designers from nike and mire will be next to you drawing, grining and enjoying. Presales tickets are at $25. Call me up now, 92370185(: don't wait it's next Tuesday,FYI
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Santa was kidnapped by villain! They plan to hold him ransom and ruin Christmas for everyone.
Dress up as a Supehero or Villain, join the fight this December to Save Christmas ! Get spotted by our "Christmas Elf " to win Christmas Presents sponsored by Onitsuka Tiger.
Rub Shoulder with Designer Artist and Celebrity. Win loads of prizes before Christmas.
Age Limited : 18 above
Door: $30 ( include 1 drink)
Presale: $25 ( include 1 drink)
Venue:The Butter Factory
When: Tuesday, 23rd December 2008
Door Unleash :9pm till 3am
1 for 1 Drink Deal from 10pm - 12am.
As for the not-yet 18 ppl. No worries there are more parties lined up for you real soon.
contact no: 92370185
let me see what you feel
and let me be someone
you know how i feel
but i don't know about you
be it +ve/-ve
at least you still have me.

if you're 18 and above, you may re-enter zouk the same night.. save the cover charge. doors close at 8pm for BIG BANG. come and check us out!
contact gen/ciwei for tickets now!!! NOW!!!
REALLY NEED YOUR SUPPORT! to all who loves me, it is my birthday tmr.. pretty come on..

There will be 4 bands competing for the win! ( Shotgun Start, Audiocean, FaceOff, and Sunny's Violet Ray ) They'll be fighting for the Most Stylish Band, the Number 1 Band, and the Best Performer Award. And many more to play! Such as Great Spy Experiment, Cigarette Sex, and Deafening Silence. Supporters are a must and the only way you'll get good screaming/moshing/dancing room is if you come down early!
There will also be 2 dance battles under the categories of freestyle ( which the highly qualified people from O School will both judge and guest perform ) and break-dancers ( featuring one of the best break-dance crews in Singapore - Floor Techniques – who will both guest perform and judge as well. )
Also, a mega fashion show by Collage!
and BONUS to 18 and above! entry to Zouk in the night is FREE!
13th September.
TO all my dear friends. come celebrate my birthday with me. pretty pls.
tickets are at $20 presale. $25 at the door.
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droo (Gen)
Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe, am i ever glad you wanted me to
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
I know I'm not there enough
but that's gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made
When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever you're not around
when i kiss you
I'll still get butterflies
years from now,
I'll make every second count
Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe, am i ever glad you wanted me to
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
I know I'm not there enough
but that's gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made
When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever you're not around
when i kiss you
I'll still get butterflies
years from now,
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you
when I'm with you
Dont say you want me
cause i am no longer on your wishlist
knowing that you're fine thats great
put on a smile, you look better.
ive moved on.
Dont say you care
cause i know at the end of the day
you know where i stand i know
tmr is a great day. (: looking forward to the next always
i am stuck in this midst that i dont know what i am lack of.
people come and go. i am trapped in myself.
thinking of ways to express myself to them, made me too expressive.
thinking that im sensitive towards what others feel, i am too insensitive to myself and neglect what others may feel
nothing in me to make myself proud of myself.
people i had i threw them away.
i meet i rushed and wasted the chances.
its too late to want to find those feeling back.
call me orbit. i still believe in the way i have.
give me some directions...
what cant everyone think the same? its so much easier and less people will be hurt.
in that way, no one will have to struggle in their thoughts.
silly to think that everything continues from where it stop
but the fact is it restarts or end right there.
car-park top
flag day
cycling
phone calls
beaches chocolates
sweet greetings
i miss those days.
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grabbed from my love stuper.man
i know, to you, im not just a phase
glad that we are both doing well
i wanna be there for you all the time
im sorry im not the best.
but you are the best i've ever had
love you. because we are still friends
sorry for those selfish decision
bros over hoes it will always be
i know you understand
afterall i did hope things didnt turn out this way
it could have been better than what i can ever think of
how silly can you be? while i was the idiot.
chemistry brings us together
fate brought us apart
maybe it is hardly possible
"where ever you go i will be waiting
when ever you call i will be there"
thank you my dear
you can be ashame, you need not acknowledge
im glad i had you
even though the relationship maybe a waste of time to you
i choose to think the way i do for you.
hopefully by chance, we can be friends again.
i can't really explain it
im sad that you left
im glad that you're happier
as long as we can still be friends, just like now
i can for nothing more
im contented.
let me know you're all fine and thats all i want.
i'll be there for you.
cause i know you'll be.

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am i a loser if i take casual remarks to heart?
or am i a loser to feel differently about things?
cause i feel that im a loser again inside.
i never did work things out. It happened, again.
was it a little too early when it started? is it a little soon that it ended? and it got to be too fast to have moved on.
i hate the feeling to know that it is so easy, but not for me.
was it cause i was too afraid to lose, and ended losing without knowing?
was it wrong to want you to feel the least secure?
events, school fill up my days. but its still empty.
friends, jokes cheer me up. but its temporary.
when i wished that things get better, it didnt happen.
when i hoped that i will bumped into someone by chance, it didnt happen.
when i let it be, nothing i thought happen.
thank god for gen and ciwei to see me weak,
jillian audrey amet kaisheng szeling and the rest to see me act tough.
what a loser... telling everyone im fine, but having double thoughts inside.
i shouldnt let the world know. but would anyone know what i am talking about.?
all that i wish to know is that;
were we what i thought we were? were we for real? cause i felt so.
tell me things i was suppose to know and i don't.
Im definitely alright with everything that is happening but i got to admit, i definitely feel the pinch.
And i will be able to let it past SOON. i take a while, i thought i was strong. i guess i am wrong again.
i am a jerk, thinking that there's only one way.. but someone tell me how?
just as i am completing this post, the confused me is mocking myself, feeling happy and lucky again?
things change overnight, feelings change in a few secs. but the memories remains.
and days to come, call me to talk to me when you miss me....
the world is no longer the nice things that i imagine it to be.
positive is a motto. reality is your goal.
its always easy to play nice on the surface and act victim in the end to win the situation.
its not about winning nor attacking. its about learning from the mistakes.
strong is what you will call yourself if you grow and fight to prove all the wrong doings.
all have eyes to see, no need to make oneself feel accepted. though it feels good to be carried.
do it only if its right, someone advised me long time ago. you dont call someone nice till you see the true colours nor think something change for the better if you haven't seen it back. my bad.
you don't think and know that your growth is influenced by something younger and forget the thought. you are not unreasonable if you protect the one you love more den checking the truth.
you don't say something that is not what you act until you prove it to others that you are the way you think you are. how can someone respectable throw the respect they deserve to something not worthy of that.
all i want to do is to love the ones i choose and no one else. not to those you assume but to the ones i acknowledge. how can i have to power to change things to the way i want things to be.
how can i be so selfish to remove the right for all to be selfish and childish. its just a wishful thought of mine. same situation different acts, one truth. life is bullshit.
i hope all that i love can think more of others and do what they are expected to do. but till this point how can i ever expect anything from everyone when my judgement is misleading me into deep thoughts of disappointment
oh please, to my bestfriends, to the one i trust and trust me, no doubt in my sincerity and tell me straight if i am not making things rights.
i don't want us to ever be in a fucked up situations. I LOVE YOU
i just wanna use this chance to thank all the ones in my life. bitches do come and go but thank you for making me who i am today. in good or bad way you may think.
Family Genevieve Ciwei Gina Currenthangout(hopefully its you?maybe not if you don't like me(: its fine, cause i probably didnt like you either) Ex(s) Damainetball Freemansland Cell theusuals Rpkhakis&friends RPDB Balihouse Ccps.....
very hurtful for me to mention your names here. not my thing but you know who


















